Konichiwa, bitches.

I get this overwhelming urge to blog whenever I'm back home in K.K. Hence, the new blog and blog post. I know this isn't a new blog, but whatever. I've taken down everything I posted. I mean, what the hell, right? New phase of life would require a new avenue of expression. 

Lately I've been feeling this unsettledness. It's strange and so eerie. I'm finding that I don't know who I am anymore. It's as if I don't remember my place. This confusion that I'm entangled in just lashes out as anger and I don't get why. It's not just resentment but a downright hatred for everything and everyone. Perhaps it's a reflection on what I feel about myself. I don't like me very much right now.

Brace yourself, this isn't going to be a happy ride.

A friend once asked, "Why do you blog these kind of things? Wouldn't you rather write something beautiful that you can share with your readers?"

Well, maybe this is all the beauty that I can muster. 

Maybe truth is all the beauty you need.

What could be more beautiful than this?